sick of a love songs

i'm so sick of a love songs!
lately, everytime I heard them, just remind me of him.
and it always make me sick...

i hate him yesterday night.
errggh, his ignorance of me and his silent.
so, i decide to NOT to text him. phone him
for a week.
or for a month.

i wonder when he will be chary.
I was really so much depressed for ALWAYS thinking of HIM.
And I was bothered of my own premonition about his ex.

maybe this is NOW the time to grown up.
DO EVERYTHING logically.
PERIOD.