new beginning

In this minute, I promise.
For all "our" time, we used to spent together,
For all of the money in this world,
that YOU ARE MY EVER BESTFRIEND

I will start tomorrow morning,
Monday, 1 March 2010
with a new beginning of me, without YOU, or thought about YOU
but my BESTFRIEND

I will try my best to open my heart and my mind
for someone else,
who might be better for me,

I'll be waiting
forever and always

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recover

You've already broke my heart,
and I could not find a way to mend it, yet.
with anything possible.

Now tell me, please.
How people could change their heart so easily?
How could you say "I Love You" to me ten months ago,
and then share the same words to someone else,
two months later?

How could you recover your heart so fast?

When I still want you,
when I still miss you, badly?

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BREAK UP!!!!

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Brainwave- Last Episode

You are the butter on my bread,
the breathe of my life..

-From "Julie&Julia"-


Saat hujan, Brainwave akan melepas jaketnya dan menyuruhku memakainya. Meski aku mengatakan, aku tak membutuhkannya, dia tetap akan menyuruhku dua kali, dan itu berarti dia serius dengan kata-katanya.

Maka aku akan memakai jaketnya dan memegang pinggangnya dari boncengan belakang Satria miliknya. Berlindung dari rintik dan deras hujan.

Dia akan menjadi laki-laki yang sangat jagoan di mataku karena aku tahu dia selalu melindungiku dari terpaan hujan.

Meskipun sebenarnya hujan tidak berniat jahat padaku.

Seperti sore itu.


-sunshine-

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Hatred

hate Brainwave.

-what if somebody you really love, turned against you?-

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sick of a love songs

i'm so sick of a love songs!
lately, everytime I heard them, just remind me of him.
and it always make me sick...

i hate him yesterday night.
errggh, his ignorance of me and his silent.
so, i decide to NOT to text him. phone him
for a week.
or for a month.

i wonder when he will be chary.
I was really so much depressed for ALWAYS thinking of HIM.
And I was bothered of my own premonition about his ex.

maybe this is NOW the time to grown up.
DO EVERYTHING logically.
PERIOD.

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my 21st bday

happy bday, sunshine!!

today, i wake up at 8 am. check my corby and find at least 6 inbox. from my bestfriends congratulated me for my birthday.
but you know,
no message from Brainwave.

When I hope, he was the very first person on earth congratulated me and said,
"Happy Bday, Dear..."
But,
It's just a hope.

I don't know what to say,
he said that "Sorry, I don't have pulse..."
and I reply, "It's alright..."

Okay, but
I checked my gmail and find....more than 70 messages for my birthday!!!
Hahahaa,....
THANKS, FRIENDS and my BESTFRIEND!!

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